Life Is Very Difficult Sometimes

I can't even put into words how I feel anymore. This post should have been done weeks ago but I just couldn't do it after having lost my dad on October 10th. My Mother-In-Law passed away on October 23rd. I suppose we knew it was coming but I never thought it was going to be as quick as it was. In the end, the only thing I can say is God was merciful. The last two days of her life was full of incredible suffering. But Lindy accepted it as she did everything else in her life.

Thank you for being a second mother to me. Thank you for all the love you gave to my children when they came to visit, especially Henny. I will never ever forget and am so thankful for her last visit when you got to meet Elmo. You were so happy to see him.

You were the most incredible grandmother to Joseph. I think from the time you saw him in the hospital and he "smiled" at you, he had a special place in your heart for the rest of your life. You were an incredible woman. In all the years I knew you I never ever heard you raise your voice. You never had a bad word to say about anyone. There is an emptiness in my heart that will never be filled.

RIP Mom. I love you and miss you.